Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Doorway of my life.

I haven't posted in a while. =/

Things have been climbing up and falling down for me. The good and the bad? Well let's see. . .

Good: I've become GREAT friends with someone who I talk with everyday and hang out with a lot now.
My grades are steady for now.
I haven't cried for a while.
I might have realized who my real friends are for now.
I'm learning to deal with the consistent friend problems I have.

Bad: I hate it when I see him.
I think I've accidentally lost some friends recently. A handful of them.
I see clear, consistent changes in many people who used to be close to me.
Days are getting closer and closer until I have to cram for college admission tests.
I've realized that I've been seen differently in many peoples' eyes.
I think I've been lied to MANY times and still am being lied to.

=/ Negatives win. . .oh well.

My life is still an open doorway where people just walk in and out of it. Very few still actually stay. . .and those who have stayed have gotten bored and left.

Funny how things come together and then shatter apart.

"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart"
-- Eleanor Roosevelt